I feel like a failure. In a perfect world, I wouldn't be anywhere close to where I am now. I yearn for what I can't have. God. I can be such a failure.
Another set of Bad LSAT score might leave me doing the MPA program at CBU. Sometimes, I am frustrated because I don't practice enough. Sometimes I am frustrated because I am simply just not good enough. Screw this. Can I say that about my future?
Another argument boyfriend reminds me that I am expendable. The ring on my left hands means nothing. It is empty, a lie. Just a diamond ring with no purpose or hold behind it. It was a ploy to get me to stay. Well I guess it worked, I am still here.
Isn't it funny how girls can be upset right in front of their significant other and they don't even notice. I was upset he didn't give me a double look. Mine is better then most.
Failure! I want to be alone. Failure!
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